ummmm what do i ask...i mean..so many questions, like...i am not supposed to be here..yest i am...i left all that i loved back home..and here all alone....have found few friends..real close and special...1 of the considers me as his younger bro..and considers me as his bro...and the other one...we r each others wingman....they really care for me..some times more than my friends back home...... NOW HERE COMES MY QUESTION- am i that damn selfish....or is it i have become more practical...or am i that stoned at 2:30 a.m.!!! lmao i guess i wont know....
well now 2nd qestion...
when i came to bangalore, i used call my friends everyday back home and chat for 1 whole hour... now that has gone down to 2 mins in 4 days....well sometimes i think i am selfish...but look at this way ...after coming to bangalore i used call them every day.. "I USED TO, NOT THEY"!!!...so i right.....Right??i mean....may be i am just stoned..or depressed....may depressed to that extent that everything is amusing..even misery!!! may be i am loosing it!!! ha ha...if it was the old SAM..he wud have said - When did i ever have it dude....now..???Sam says - Huh??yeah rite fuck u 2!!..not that i am more used to profanity now...i was better back then....just that i have become weirdly NUmb...strangely ignorant...and amazzingly ignorant...
haha i love myself...have grown a weird liking to Ice cream...Corner house and Mama Mia rocxx...u should seriously try bluberry fields at mammia...and apple pie with ice cream and cream and apple sauce... yummmmmmm
will upload the pics in few days promise!! :)
u know...honetly ..i am happy..staying alone has its own charm....and bitterness as well...but i am optimist.. (even though i have emo hair do...and a lip piercing..and a few tattoos....still me not emo..not emotional...kinda nutts to frank..)
ummm 1 more question..
pick a colour..Green--or psy blue!!....if u ask y...and painting my room...
and also doing spray paint on 1 wall....with a potrait Kurt Cobain...and also getting a fish tank ( dilip's idea)..thinking of it making it marine...(marine = salt water fish ->more colourful) and also getting those neon lights discs have (nikhil's idea) and also planing on putting some nice cushions (yanam's idea- girlie u say....haha!!..i say chicks will dig it :D)!!!
also ...food......
i never thought i can say this but sammy hates KFC :'( and McD :'(
TT__TT
never thought i would get bored of zinger burger!!
some times i speak with meow... (check my orkut album to kno hu she is)
i miss her..only girl hu is my best friend and nothing more..i care for her like i care for somraj(read somraj>own brother)
and yes i speak with tulika as well ....
ahhhhh tulika..!!
lets leave it to that!!
ummmm
yeah i have a bought a hookah as well!!! huurraaayyy!!!
now i can smoke weed in that with vodka base...
any waz....14th of august...no wait 15th...its 3 now...
ummm...am hungry...may be caz i smoked up...
but it was not that strong....
abhilash gave it...
he is like the new dwaipayan..
haha...8 months in banaglore and already replacing my old friends..
anywaz..
gtg now..
will write something more serious and less self centered next time..
pukka se !!!
need to smoke...
aaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhh
**poof**
