i rarely get time to sit by myself at my terrace...with my trusted cigarette..and few stars who are there giving something that can be remotely associated with what we can define as light, but i do remember those days when i had the time. The thing that i used to think about the most was life, no not the life that includes peace and humanity,i am way to selfish to think about that, although i am honest enough to admit it, i used to think about the life that revolves around me, my friends, my family (somehow i take my friends and family in the same level),my crude,silly,juvenile love.. ha ha now it all seems so stupid.Although at that point of time it didnt!! i think thats one of the biggest truth of life...no one lies..its the definition of truth that changes. I mean it would be wrong to say i didnt love my ex..or you didnt love you ex...but the question is do still have the same amt of love still now??and the answer would be NO,because if you did you two would still be together!! strange eh?? life is strangely similar to the early winter morning you try to sleep till the alarm clock rings but somehow you wake up 5 minutes before that fatefull sound and you think you should sleep for 5 more minutes but the moment you clse your eyes you get late, and when you do open your eyes you are late by 1 hour! so basically inorder to gain 5 mins you end up loosing 60 mins!!i am no genious but i think you just had the bad end of the bargain!!and after gettin late you blame the winter morning, but basically it is your fault only!!
if only you werent greedy enough to relish the last 5 minutes you wouldnt loose 60 mins!!

that is the problem with us human beings!! we are always way too greedy and we dont admit it.
if you dont belive me let me give you some examples
1)we want the perfect 16th birthday
2)we want the best bicycle
3)we want aperfect first kiss
4)we want a perfect love story, our other half would love us the most,and we will live hapilly ever after.
5)we want the perfect job wher we would aget a lump sum amount of money as salary.
6)we want the perfect marriage followed by a perfect honeymoon.
7)our kids would be the most obidient ones,and would alwas bring A+ grades
8)when we grow old our kids will take care of us!

if you want i can go on!! we all are so blind..and careless.. its the imperfection that makes everything beautiful!!i mean look at the moon without those marks it would be a white illuminous ball!want an example which closer to u?? look at dimples! they are nothing bad il-formed facial skin and muscle!! well i have seen girls with dimples..and they are really pretty!!
so what if u have a really bad 16th birthday...look at it this way..its unique in its own special way!!
so please suck up!!and enjoy what you have rather than mourne over what you dont!!

see life is a very complex puzzle with a very simple solution...and that is that more you run after happiness..the mroe it runs away from you!!and if you try to be happy with what you havethen happiness will follow wherever you go.

HAPPINESS IS JUST A THOUGHT AWAY

:)