pensive thoughts

the lights dont seem to stop,
the sadist thirsty for the last drop..
the lonely couple awaitin solitude,
the love here seems so crude..
i await the meaning,
of life,so that i may stop dreaming..
this life isnt for me,that i ams sure,
i need something deep,alure..
i have held my tears for oh so long,
thinking it would make me strong..
but i was ever so wrong..
i need a reason to hold on to,
a person to breathe into,
a hand to hold,
a dream to be told..
cruel are the intentions..
their smiles need intervention..
lost in this selfish city..
the hatred achieves a new intensity..
i would let go-if only i am allowed.
so that i may live my life without dis doubt...